for audy, thy, noah, & raj

i'm sorry
i shouldn't have said that we are that particular scene in it 2 (2019)
i think i accidentally sealed our fates

i don't want us to separate for the next 20+ years
i don't want the next time we meet up to be the last
i don't want to be the one crying in the river after i have just lost the love of my life
and if it's not me, i don't want any of you guys to go through that sort of heartbreak

i'm sorry if it does turn out to be true, though
i'm sorry
i'm sorry
i'm sorry

i love you guys