yoouo know what the scariest thing about trying to get closer is?
for me, at least

the fact that you will neverrr really ever get to know somebody
you will never fully understand their motivations, emotions, reasonings
they can explain to you and it gives you a sense of knowing

but you aren't them. you will never be able to fully understand :(

but, uh, that is also okay!
we areee too complex ourselves to even understand why we do some of the things we do

and i guess at the end of the day, we aree just chemical reactions!
haha! isn'ttt that silly